
Husband
by Philip Schultz
The
Train to Ghent
by A. H. Wald
Coltrane’s
Sound
by Keith Raether
Mick
on the Make: Notes
on an Unusual Name
by Dinty W. Moore
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Coltrane’s
Sound
Keith Raether
My father was late for dinner again,
and I was grateful. There would be no tirade at the table,
no rant about not being able to park his own car in his own
garage because of my brother’s drag racing projects.
No frenzied straightening of my mother’s desk, where
she wrote her daily pleasure of letters, before he performed
his ceremony of separation from the office: double scotch,
splash of soda, twist. And no badgering of me, before the
coping agent kicked in, because I’d given up baseball
for war protests and general petulance. My mother and I could
eat in peace. Or I could anyway. When it was just the two
of us at the table, we usually listened to music of my choosing
during dinner.
It was 1967, the year John Coltrane
died, though I had no idea then who he was. As I track back
now, it might have been the month of his death: July. School
was out, Pasadena was suffocating in smog, and the Dodgers
were already done for the season without Koufax.
Mom and I often had dinner by ourselves
in those days. My sister was out of the house, married with
two children of her own. My brother spent most of his waking
hours with his cars, or with his girlfriend in one of his
cars. And my father? Suffice it to say he was a stoic reflection
of his times: post-Depression son, postwar dad for whom the
Horatio Alger ethic seemed more commandment than choice. He’d
long since established the office as his principal residence.
Music helped my mother and me get
through dinner, even when the background sound was Hendrix
or Cream. There were only so many silent spots that each of
us could fill, night after night, and often what I had to
say was ill-tempered, impatient, or contrary for the sake
of contrariness. I vented often, deaf to the echo of my father
in my harangue. I was fifteen.
Continued in volume 43, issue 3, summer
2007 |