In Nettles, Betty Adcock writes of the sharp, subtle pains that puncture life, of the darkness that mourning casts across our days, and of how even our most sublime memories are inevitably tinged with loss.
These poems recall the distinct smell, feeling, and look of an autumn day; the light thrown into a passing car by a house near the highway; the quiet stability of a marriage that has arrived at the moment of its twentieth anniversary:And whatever singing, forgetting or nightmare
howled in this house between man and woman
,the child laughing or stilfling
in clenched sleep, here
it is summer and cool, the shelves
green with okra, beans, pears in clear jars. But with these images and thoughts come other memories, painful recllections that transcend their own moments in time to overshadow all of the past. Adcock writes of how youth can be darkened by a mother’s death; achingly tries to reconstruct a father’s death in a hunting accident; and relfects on the fragments left by the past ina grandmother’s quilt chest: The wide lid is one board,
heart of a pine we’d never recognize,
shut now upon nearly nothing,
a faint salt dust only,
flakings from the dreamed-under patterns,
leather-flecks from saved baby shoes
sweet odor of dead sex, vinegar or sweat,
breath caught
a hundred and fifty years
in this wood’s strong current. Writing of both joy and loss, Adcock explores in these poems how life is forever alloyed with death and how hope must, of necessity, be mixed with apprehension and sadness.
Betty Adcock, Writer in Residence at Meredith College in Raleigh, North Carolina, is the author of four other books of poetry: Walking Out, Beholdings, The Difficult Wheel, and Intervale. She is the recipient of a Pushcart Prize, the North Carolina Medal for Literature, and the Texas Institute of Letters Prize for Poetry.
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